I have been thoroughly enjoying my time at home. I really would like to get outside more but it's been so cold. I have picked up a flu bug along the way which made think think I should be working on my immune system after radiation. I was taking so much medication.
Sleep is still an issue for me. I can't seem to break the habit of waking at 2am and then my mind starts thinking of things to do. Feeling crappy, and not sleeping well are not fun a combination.
Not much else to say. I'm tired of talking about the Big "C" and having people look at me like I'm walking death. I know my reality. I'm trying hard to stay positive but I don't know how to deal with this. I am still of the mindset to appreciate each day ( especially if it gets warmer ). I have my moments that I feel like I'm looking over my shoulder. For today, even if I don't feel great I will appreciate today and be gentle with myself. Hope you do as well. Just imagine what you are able to do with the time you have?
When your morning dawns winter, cold, sharp and blasting may Spring arrive in your afternoon, warmth, daffodils, fragrance of earth and...hope.
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I think I know you this is . Red pants still holding up?
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